lost in translation

here I am
speaking a language that's not mine
trying to show me
to reach you
that's what we have now
words in english, a bit of portuguese, of french
maybe more of dutch
that language that you belong to
interests me
sergio says in the middle of the afternoon:
por não ser a língua de nenhum de vocês
é a possível

these words are what we have now
and some photographs of what we see
or how we see ourselves
in selfies, nudes, half-nudes
love gestures
what are the colors of your thoughts?
I ask myself
mine are blue and read
blue like your t-shirt
red like my heart